Oh just more randomness!!!!

I have spent my life wondering what I was meant for. Now after five years of praying I find my faith strong and willing. Even if the obstacles are larger than me and my understanding I know He has it. It is so tough to focus on Heavenly Things sometimes when the world is forcing it's opinion down your throat. When it is telling you no an you can't do it. I know that nothing is above God and He is in every situation but if you think it is not tough to continue to move forward then you never put your focus on heaven. So in the process of finding my purpose or should I say the next step in my growth of focusing on Him I am learning that God uses people in helping us to achieve these steps but as well the enemy will use people to hinder you in the steps as well. I am tryin to focus forward on the calling at hand and not let the rules, traditions, and the logical rational wordly thinking affect my walk and faith. So many times people try and dilute the Word and the truth that it speaks. Now I know all this is so random but this is the mind that wrestles with focus. It is never easy but always worth it. No matter the risk of losing "friends" or knowing that people will reject everything that God leads me to do. I mean how many times can a person really be called an idiot before they snap. Well I guess that is why Christ was our example. I hope that people will see that we need to put our focus on Him. Peace!